Is it too much to ask?

Lately, I’ve been at a low point. My emotions are a raging mess. I guess the stress of moving to a new house adds up to that too.

I’ve just been very frustrated about the irony of me buying a new DSLR and new lens but not even able to do any session with it. I took about 4 photos out of that stinkin’ camera.

I’ve also been trying to get my name out in the community, even offering ridiculous price for Senior portraits. But nope, no takers.

My love for photography is insane that heck, if I have to do it for free, I so would! But people know how much cameras cost, and the glass are more expensive than the body most of the time…

It’s been a great deal of help that I’m finally able to vent out this pent up frustrations.

Funny thing is, I know what I want to do now. BUT it seems like it’s becoming quite elusive.

Run, April, Run. Chase your dream, I say to myself.