Is it too much to ask?

Lately, I’ve been at a low point. My emotions are a raging mess. I guess the stress of moving to a new house adds up to that too.

I’ve just been very frustrated about the irony of me buying a new DSLR and new lens but not even able to do any session with it. I took about 4 photos out of that stinkin’ camera.

I’ve also been trying to get my name out in the community, even offering ridiculous price for Senior portraits. But nope, no takers.

My love for photography is insane that heck, if I have to do it for free, I so would! But people know how much cameras cost, and the glass are more expensive than the body most of the time…

It’s been a great deal of help that I’m finally able to vent out this pent up frustrations.

Funny thing is, I know what I want to do now. BUT it seems like it’s becoming quite elusive.

Run, April, Run. Chase your dream, I say to myself.

 Andrea. My best friend. She’s a ray of sunshine and a natural beauty! :)

Andrea. My best friend. She’s a ray of sunshine and a natural beauty! :)

 photo taken somewhere in Wisconsin (I think it’s near an Amish settlement). This was taken during our way back to Nevada.
Road trips have given me lots of opportunity to take photos, I’m the lazy one. =( Never again will I pass up any chance to take nice still memories with me.

photo taken somewhere in Wisconsin (I think it’s near an Amish settlement). This was taken during our way back to Nevada.

Road trips have given me lots of opportunity to take photos, I’m the lazy one. =( Never again will I pass up any chance to take nice still memories with me.

 Bradley is David’s nephew. Such a cutie pie! He’s got the most gorgeous eyes I’ve ever seen!

Bradley is David’s nephew. Such a cutie pie! He’s got the most gorgeous eyes I’ve ever seen!

 This is my little baby, Tod. He’s more than a year old  now. But back when this photo was taken, he was only about 4 months young cute furball of a puppy.

This is my little baby, Tod. He’s more than a year oldĀ  now. But back when this photo was taken, he was only about 4 months young cute furball of a puppy.

 Another angle of reflection shot. Lovely. In my own opinion, of course! =)

Another angle of reflection shot. Lovely. In my own opinion, of course! =)

 I’m loving the reflection of the clouds on the water.

I’m loving the reflection of the clouds on the water.

 A horse grazing by the field right across my work place.

A horse grazing by the field right across my work place.

 I love dirt roads!

I love dirt roads!

 It was a sunny day and I love how the clouds look! The contrast of blue and white against the greenery.

It was a sunny day and I love how the clouds look! The contrast of blue and white against the greenery.